He knows me

God is just SO faithful... Trust has it's amazing reward. It brings down your pride and is difficult, but peace comes after the storm.

He knows our deepest fears and desires. He gives the HOPE.

The love for a man is beautiful and amazing, but sooner or later it will hurt.
The love for God is complete and faithful, ALWAYS.

God will never fail. Men will fail.

Ecclesiastes 3

I've also concluded that whatever God does, that's the way it's going to be, always. No addition, no subtraction. God's done it and that's it. That's so we'll quit asking questions and simply worship in holy fear.
Whatever was, is.
Whatever will be, is.
That's how it always is with God.

Fall into you - Phil Wickham

Oh who am I that Your merciful eyes should fall on me
A sinner a fool, who doesn’t deserve You
And what am I that you’d offer Your life and die for me
What can I do, I’m nothing without You, I’m nothing without You
I’m nothing without You my love, my saving love

So I fall into You, I’m desperate and weak
Crying out from my heart, take all of me

How can it be that the heart of my God would long for me
For all that You do, Jesus I love You, I’ll Always Love You
Jesus I love You with all of my heart

Maker of sun and moon and stars
I throw myself into Your arms, into Your arms

Moving on

I hate pictures where the person for some reason is sticking out their tongue, and I see bright red, yellow, GREEN and even brown tongues! Gross.

Facebook has its evil. Peeking around people's life is not healthy. It may even cause unrepairable damage to ones heart.

Taking one step at a time. Filling in the black spaces in the pictures of my life. Blurry or not.

Loving intimate moments of pure worship.

Laughing or even smiling.

Being single. Totally single for once in my life.

Feeling exited about going to the unknown, uncertain place.

Not knowing who I will meet, who I will love.

FEELING NEW FEELINGS, moving on.

My prayer

Don't take away the love... just give me the peace.

Israel Houghton — I Receive lyrics

Accepted, highly favored of the Lord
Forgiven by Your love I am transformed
It's not what I'll do but what You've done for me
And by Your grace oh God I stand with my head held high

I receive Your love, I receive Your love for me
I receive Your love, I know I am accepted, oh

Established, ever blameless in Your Son
Forever I am chosen to be loved
It's not by my works, by Your work in me, yeah
And by Your grace oh God I stand with my head held high

I receive Your love, I receive Your love for me
I receive Your love, I know I am accepted
I receive Your love, I receive Your love for me
I receive Your love, I know I am accepted

Behold all things have been made new
My past has gone, my shame renewed
You gave Your Son Your love for me
Now at the cross I am made free

I receive Your love, I receive Your love for me
I receive Your love, I know I am accepted
I receive Your love, I receive Your love for me
I receive Your love, I know I am accepted
I receive Your love

Where would I be?
Where would I be if not for Your grace?

Peace

God spoke to my heart today. I feel so much peace. He told me he loved me, with the most perfect kind of love.

He has sorted out each piece of my life. He told me to look back, and now I see why he permitted each part of my broken life... and He has challenged me to trust him with my future.

He has left me with a phrase to meditate on: "You are my joy".


Matthew 4:19-20 (The Message)

18-20Walking along the beach of Lake Galilee, Jesus saw two brothers: Simon (later called Peter) and Andrew. They were fishing, throwing their nets into the lake. It was their regular work. Jesus said to them, "Come with me. I'll make a new kind of fisherman out of you. I'll show you how to catch men and women instead of perch and bass." They didn't ask questions, but simply dropped their nets and followed.

This now means something to me.