Friday, February 19, 2010

Thank you/ carve me

My Lord, my father, my protector, my creator.

I have not stopped and thanked you Lord, for what you have done for me. I wish to worship you with all my heart.

You give me water. You heal me, you show me love.

You are the carpenter who is carving me. Chipping wood off my rough edges. The pain will pass. Deep peeling pain, humiliation, defenselessness.

YOU are the ONLY one who will not fail, Lord.

You guide my steps in the darkness.

I adore you, I worship you. And now I can say wholeheartedly that I TRUST YOU. I trust you, I trust you, I trust you.

Help me to forgive those people who have hurt me. Forgive me for turning my eyes to humans and not to you. Forgive me for giving my love and admiration to those who do not deserve it. Forgive me for lending my body to anyone but you. Forgive me for not forgiving.

Give me the new life you promise God, but above all do YOUR WILL with me. Do anything. I TRUST you God.

CARVE ME like you are doing. It hurts God, it hurts so much... But you are with me, you console me. That is all I want. Stay with me, CHANGE ME.




Holy You are
Perfect and pure You are
Everything right You are
Yes, You are

Broken am I
Full of discord am I
Hungry for change am I
Oh, am I

Oh, to be like You
Oh, to reflect the God I know
The love You've shown
This is my longing
This is my deepest, strongest plea
Lord, change me

Would You change me?
Would You change me?

Love You are
Spirit and truth You are
Everything right/good You are
Yes, You are

Humbled am I
Contrite of spirit am I
Open to You am I
Oh, am I

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