Facing it

I don't want a relationship, I don't want to give my heart to anyone, I don't want to get involved, I don't want temptations, I don't want distractions, I don't want doubts, I don't want wounds in my heart. I don't want to be on the market. I don't want any romanticism... ughhhh I don't!

That said, I feel relieved. And it's the truth.

I want to be alone, and happy, and free. Cause I can.

I want the right time to come, with whoever it is. I don't know who it is, or where.

All I know is that I want to be free from all this. I don't need it. I don't need it now.

I don't care about any man right now. I want friends, real friends. I'm sick of flirting and doubting and conspiring.

No more of that. No more. Ever.

I want to be free. I love it.

Many many months of this is what I want. For real.